Chapter 15: God, Family, and Country

(Beginning of personal note.)

Note to editors: the decision to include any or none of these personal notes in the final published draft of my autobiography is entirely up to you. I don’t care either way. Also, if you haven’t already become aware, the Bros have literary license to change anything I have written as they review it, including taking out my profanity as they see fit. You editors also have this same license. If I write something profane or from my personal sense of humor that you might feel is inappropriate for a published book, by all means make the change, but please do NOT change the meaning of my words. Thanks for all you do for this work. —CMN)

NOTE: As I write the rough draft to my autobiography, I have been instructed to share it online on the Marvelous Work and a Wonder® official website. In so doing, the editors and website managers review the comments section, which they have allowed so that anyone can make comments about what I write.

I couldn’t care less about any comments, but they do.

It is their utmost desire to protect my life and keep me safe, at least until I have completed the last two MWAW books. Upon receiving any comment that they deem has something of value for them to consider, they will address their concerns with me.

This note is in response to one of their concerns in regards to a few of my enemies.

Side note: I’ve been instructed to not review the comment sections until they have had the chance to review them and delete inappropriate ones that might distract me from my task at hand. I suppose they know me better than I know me, because I really don’t care who I offend or what anyone says about what I write. What I write is the Real Truth, and if it cuts one’s ego, nothing I can do about that. Although, I do appreciate the positive comments some people have written, which they have shared with me.

If it were up to me, there wouldn’t be any more MWAW books. This messed up world doesn’t even deserve the Real Truth. I say let it go the way it’s going and deliver the people of this world to “the hardness of their hearts and the blindness of their minds unto their being brought down into captivity, and also into destruction, both temporally and spiritually, according to the captivity [of their egos], of which I have spoken.” (Compare to 1 Nephi 14:7.)

But then there are the few who have sacrificed so much for this work and for me personally. Denton and Sydney Thiede and Kurt and Monica Smith have sacrificed more worldly means than anyone else … and although they hate it when I do it, I’m going to give them a shout out.

I’ll explain how it all came about later, but Denton gave me a job for many years and paid me well. And I deserved what Denton was paying me. If it wasn’t for what Denton allowed, I would have no money presently by which to live or be able to support others involved in this work. We take no donations from anyone else, and few there be that even offer. But the fact is, Denton could have laid me off after he had complete control of his company and kept what he paid me for himself. He didn’t. I’m now living off the money that we saved during those years.

I had to quit my job because of an Idaho Judge who is being puppeteered by Harry Dschaak’s attorney. According to the law (civil law … the case wouldn’t stand a chance as a criminal case … Dschaak’s tried multiple times to get me arrested) I am a fraudster, racketeer, a murderer, pedophile, terrorist, sexual predator, and anything else that Dschaak has called me over the years. Having no hope in front of this prejudiced judge, Robert C. Naftz [yeah, I mention his name and will again because I want this judge’s name associated with mine on the Internet, as I also do the other judges in my life who adore me … NOT].

The reason for this note is what is presently transpiring with Dschaak.

Dschaak has supporters and his own spies who have been associated with me over the years and pretend that they’re supporting me when in fact they have no other desire but to see me exposed as a fraud, a racketeer, a murderer, pedophile, terrorist, sexual predator, and anything else that Dschaak has called me over the years. Yeah! Really! But what these don’t understand is that they can cause “me” to fall … they can kill me … but they’ll never stop this work! They will never stop the Real Truth from being revealed to the world!

With purpose and for an example, I called out one of Dschaak’s spies and supporters, William “Bill” Witt. He thinks I did this for some kind of revenge. No, I did it to reveal the Real Truth about how things are and have always been for someone like me who presents information that devalues the things of this world from which most people gain their self-worth and value: God, Family, and Country … which is what this current chapter in my autobiography is all about.

There are three people whom I allowed to have access to me for a time, knowing fully well that they would turn on me and become my enemy. Their names are Harry Dschaak, William “Bill” Witt, and Robert “Robbie” G. Pace. In fact, Robbie Pace is the only man I have ever allowed to kiss me … with purpose … think about it.

These three men have contributed more to my persecution than any other. All three men became scorned after I called them out publicly and revealed that they had no special value to the work that I do, but after I had let them believe that they did.

Since it appears that Dschaak will win his civil case against me and find me (legally) to be a a fraudster, racketeer, a murderer, pedophile, terrorist, sexual predator … only because I refuse to submit to the extreme prejudice that Judge Naftz has shown in open court … and I refuse to pay another penny to an attorney … But anyways …

Since it appears that the world will always see me as a fraudster, racketeer, a murderer, pedophile, terrorist, sexual predator, because a court of law found this to be the case … Yeah … good ol’ court of law of the U.S. justice system, where, Folks, if you think about it properly, nine judges appointed by politicians (SCOTUS), often make decisions about what is right and what is wrong along political lines, usually 5 against 4. Yep, there are 4 Supreme Court Judges who are on the losing side. These 4 are obviously fools and not competent enough to rule properly on the issues, as their dissenting votes mean nothing according to the law. The other 5 Judges are always right … NOT! But that’s the way it is. The LAW of the United States legal system is whatever a judge says that it is … and that’s messed up!

Oh, my! The wolves will howl!

Look how Christopher speaks and testifies against our wonderful U.S. justice system!

Oh, no, wolfies, I have not testified against your law. You’re not getting it. You say that I have spoken against your law, but I have not, but I have spoken in favor of your law, to your condemnation. It is YOU … all ye wolfies out there … who support a system of law where just 5 mortals, even when they are in a group of nine, and where the other 4 disagree with them, make and enforce laws that control our personal lives. THIS IS WHAT I TESTIFY OF TO YOUR CONDEMNATION. WHAT FUCKED UP SOCIETY OF HUMANS WOULD ALLOW THIS!? Oh, you would!

I haven’t spoken against your law, I have spoken in favor of it, to your condemnation. You are condemned because your law supports the decision of even a biased judge and has given this judge, just one person who very well could be tired and having a bad day (yeah, really) power to determine your fate and the law. This is all according to the United States Constitution, which you say I have spoken against. Oh, no, again, I have spoken in favor of your law, TO YOUR CONDEMNATION.

This world does not see that the foundation of the destruction of this people is beginning to be laid by the unrighteousness of your lawyers and your judges … by the United States justice system.

Think about that one, Wolfies.

My mentors saw this coming.

They wrote some clues about this and what had actually happened in one of my past lives, a long, long time ago when I lived upon this Earth as the Roman-Judaeo, Inpendius.

Yep, their character Amulek in their Book of Mormon story presents some events that had actually happened to my mortal avatar then, and what is happening to my mortal avatar as Christopher.

Here’s how the Bros put it in their story:

Referring to their characters, Alma and Amulek:

“Nevertheless, there were some among them who thought to question [Christopher], that by their cunning devices they might catch [him] in [his] words, that they might find witness against [Christopher], that they might deliver [him] to their judges that [he] might be judged according to the law, and that [Christopher] might be slain or cast into prison, according to the crime which they could make appear or witness against [him].

“Now it was those men who sought to destroy [Christopher], who were lawyers, who were hired or appointed by the people to administer the law at their times of trials, or at the trials of the crimes of the people before the judges.

“Now these lawyers were learned in all the arts and cunning of the people; and this was to enable them that they might be skillful in their profession.

“And it came to pass that they began to question [Christopher through interrogatories and request for admissions], that thereby they might make him cross his words, or contradict the words which he should speak.

“Now they knew not that [Christopher] could know of their designs. But it came to pass as they began to question him, [Christopher] perceived their thoughts, and he said unto them: O ye wicked and perverse generation, ye lawyers and hypocrites, for ye are laying the foundations of the devil; for ye are laying traps and snares to catch the holy ones of God.

“Ye are laying plans to pervert the ways of the righteous, and to bring down the wrath of God upon your heads, even to the utter destruction of this people.

“For behold, have I testified against your law? Ye do not understand; ye say that I have spoken against your law; but I have not, but I have spoken in favor of your law, to your condemnation.

“And now behold, I say unto you, that the foundation of the destruction of this people is beginning to be laid by the unrighteousness of your lawyers and your judges.”

(Compare, Alma 10:13-18, 26-27.)

Inpendius was eventually killed by the Roman government for saying some of the exact same things about the Roman Empire that I am saying today about the United States. Just like the U.S. government doesn’t know me and the MWAW for shit, neither did the Roman government know anything about Inpendius, not even that he existed, UNTIL the ancient progenitors of the LDS/Mormon people, the Hebrew/Jews, started complaining about Inpendius because what he was doing was taking people away from the only true religion of God on Earth at that time. Yeah, really! Think about it.

History always repeats itself … always! It has to repeat itself, because the same advanced human mortal avatars that are on Earth today, were on Earth in the past.

Each of us is always involved with about 150 other advanced humans playing the game of mortal life at the same time we are. My friends and enemies have followed me, or I them (doesn’t matter which way you see it), through our mortal lives upon Earth. That’s why people and situations seem so familiar to us. That’s why we are drawn to others. And it doesn’t mean that you might have hundreds of Facebook® “friends,” how many do you really know and deal with?

Statistically, there are only around 150 mortals with whom we form any significant relationship during our mortal lifetimes. We might meet and be involved with a lot more than that, but in general, no mortal has personal contact that leads to intimate connections over and above about 150 people.

Again, my friends and enemies have followed me to the Earth in all of my incarnates.

Hey, if you want to watch a good movie that will make you think, watch a movie called, Cloud Atlas. There’s some Real Truth hidden in that movie about how our individual past incarnates (mortal lives) and how they reflect our current and future incarnates.

For this reason I was counseled to mention my involvement with Dschaak, Witt, and Pace and to reveal how they were involved with me in a past life. Before 2012, I wasn’t allowed to tell anyone the Real Truth. People would come up to me and try to guess who they were in a past life. Some of the LDS/Mormons would claim that they felt strongly that they once lived as some of the characters in the Book of Mormon.

“I believe I was Nephi.”

When I heard this kind of shit a big smile came across my face, well, “God will only reveal that to you.”

What I really wanted to say, but wasn’t allowed … in response to the above … was,

“You prideful, opportunistic, man! Nephi wasn’t even a real person!”

One of the people who said this to me was actually one of my best friends and one of my greatest supporters until I had to cut him off … for his sake, and for the sake of others. This man thought he was a ladies’ man and that women would fall for him without him doing anything … at least that is what he had to convince his wife of. The fact was, he did a lot to get women to fall for him.

In one particular instance, he caused another of our mutual friends, one who is very close to me, as is he is, as advanced humans, to fall in love with him. They were both married to different people at the time. She had fallen in love with him and wanted to leave her husband to be with him. She had fallen in love with him because he pushed the relationship onto her in very manipulative and subtle ways.

At the time, I needed both in my life. Although their mortal avatars were fucked up, I needed them.

Well, their mortal avatars weren’t really fucked up, they were just not seeing how wonderful each was, not only to their mortal Self or to their advanced Self, but to me. Like everyone else in this world who doesn’t realize how wonderful they really are as advanced humans, these two friends and supporters sought affirmation and value from others that eventually led to them receiving what they thought they lacked and sought from each other … albeit behind their spouses back.

I needed their support. Because of this selfish need, I interceded in their personal lives to their and my own detriment. How I interceded … I am not going to publicly disclose any more details or their names because neither deserves this common mortal frailty to deepen the hurt that they might feel for not being associated any longer with me and the MWAW.

Yeah, once I interceded in the marriage of two of my supporters and friends and allowed a close friendship to develop between me and her in order to help her find the strength to leave her husband, who was mistreating her. I valued her husband, he also being one of my close advanced friends. The woman reached out and pleaded for my help. I did what I thought was necessary to help her find the strength. (And no, wolfies, don’t be reading more into this than what it actually was.) But after June of 2012, when I was finally allowed to reveal the Real Truth, she made the decision that she no longer needed my help and was able to leave her husband on her own. Thank God! I knew there would come a day when I would have to reveal the Real Truth about all things that I have done during my life and didn’t want to ruin her innocence in the way that I associated with her.

I have never wanted to cause hurt to another person who is a strong supporter of me and the work that I do. I will never reveal anything more about the above situations unless forced to in order to defend the Real Truth about my involvement in the lives of my friends. And I know that these will do all they can to support me and the MWAW from afar.

But when it comes to Dschaak, Witt, and Pace … set aside the non-disclosure!

I have no choice but to expose these three particular men for who they are and the deceptive practices that they use in order to demean me and cause others to persecute me. I wouldn’t have to if they would just get on with their lives and leave me and the MWAW alone. But they cannot leave it alone. They are drawn to it. They always have been drawn to me, no matter who I was in as past life, and they always will be.

I let Dschaak, Witt, and Pace believe whatever they wanted to believe about themselves. Even after Dschaak turned on me and began his online lies of defamation, I led him to believe whatever I had to in order to allow him do what he was destined to do: follow me and persecute me for the rest of his life.

Before 2012, someone had suggested that Dschaak was a Joseph Smith persecutor, William McLellin, in a past life. I let the rumor spread. It wasn’t until after 2012, and only when I was forced to confront Dschaak for the lies he was spreading about me on the Internet, that I told the Real Truth about our mutual involvement in a past life.

Folks, you need to know, that if these men had just gone on with their lives and not had anything more to do with me and the MWAW, and sought value for themselves somewhere else, they would have never been mentioned again by me, nor would I have been given the permission to reveal the Real Truth about my relationship with them in a past life.

But no!

These three men have no other value or worth for their lives than what they do in persecuting me. If they could find any other thing to do to find value and purpose, they would do it. But if you’ve have gotten to know any of these three men, you would realize that they have no value in this world outside of their persecution of me and the MWAW.

And Robbie Pace, oh my, for those of you who know of him and have dealt with him, you would understand how strang this guy is! Very strang! No, I did not misspell the word. For those who have studied Mormon history … there is your clue about who Robbie Pace was in association with me in the past lives we shared. Oh, well … he was James Strang in another life.

If you want to do a little research and find out more about how John C. Bennett, William McLellin, and James Strang were like and what they did, then compare notes with those who have had association with Dschaak, Witt, and Pace, you will see the exact same personality types in each. The comparison and similarities are unbelievably uncanny!

You’d think that these three would have the sense to live their lives in a way that would not add more proof to who I am and what I know. To prove that I am not who I claim to be, all these three men would have to do is to go on with their lives, have nothing further to do with me and the MWAW, and find something else to do with their time. Instead, I can assure the world that these three men think about me every day, of every week, of every year, and will think of me for the rest of their lives. Yeah, I have that much power over them. Really!

That right there is a prophecy of a True Messenger. And here’s another prophecy: these men’s lives will never have any value outside of their collusion to take me down. They will never find peace. They will never get over me … UNTIL I am dead… Yes sir, indeed!

Their past incarnates, full of hate and anger, did not find any part of peace until Joseph and Hyrum Smith were murdered.

They have always done the same shit. They can’t help it. It is how their advanced brain reacts to this mortal world. And nothing they have done, are doing, or will do is a bad thing … if you think about it according to the Real Truth. If this world was not like it was, their mortal avatars wouldn’t be doing what they have always done. Their advanced brain wouldn’t involuntarily be creating a dream sequence of events in which they PERSECUTE THE REAL TRUTH AND THEIR OWN MESSENGER AND ADVANCED FRIEND!

Dschaak and Pace are personally responsible for the failure of the Humanity Party®’s attempt to introduce its political platform to the Anonymous community and movement. Once launched, anonymous followers from all over the world found my name associated with THumP®’s movement and did an online search of my name. Most of what they found was associated with Dschaak’s website:

Witt supports Dschaak, and now that I have used Witt as an example of how messed up our mortal avatars can become, he is on the attack. Like his McLellin avatar was towards Joseph and Hyrum Smith, Witt cannot get away from me and the MWAW. I have pleaded with him to go back to the LDS/Mormon faith, repent, choose that lifestyle and leave me and the MWAW alone. Instead, in his drunken, drug-induced states he continues to threaten to expose me and help Dschaak, along with Pace, bring me down.

These men know that the MWAW is presenting Real Truth, things that they cannot deny that have affected their minds and caused them to think. For this reason they are so angry. They won’t stop. They can’t.

You’d think that they might stop because I have called them out and given a couple of True Messenger prophecies above that they could counter simply by doing something else with their lives other than persecute me … like they have always done since the fall of humankind during the First Dispensation of Human Time.

These men will think that I am giving the above prophecies in order to get them to stop doing what they do. They will believe that I am manipulating them and baiting them to stop persecuting me by having them purposefully do the opposite than what I have prophesied about them doing above. Nope. We fully expect them to continue to do what they have done, what brings them value and purpose. We need them to. They have provided empirical evidence and a clear example of what led to the murders of two innocent men, whose only crime was confronting the world’s view of God, Family, and Country: Joseph and Hyrum Smith.

My mentors shared one of Witt’s responses to them trying to convince them that I had made a mistake about his past life.

He wrote,

(From Bill Witt, February 26, 2019:)

Note to the “moderators”

Use logic, use your heads.

1. I post a drunken comment around midnight that hurt’s Christopher’s ego 2. Rather than just referring to my comment, he screenshots my picture, my email, and my IP address to send me “a message” 3. In his anger he then concocts a new story off the cuff that I was William E. McLellin in my previous incarnate (forgetting he had already told Harry Dschaak that HE was McLellin) 4. Since it was a knee-jerk reaction, he throws his “autobiographical” timeline off by inserting me into his life after his mission chapter (he’s 16 yrs older than me) 5. He also forgets that he didn’t include William E. McLellin in his “Without Disclosing My True Identity” book as one of the mob that attacked and killed Joseph and Hyrum Smith


Witt wrote this to the most intelligent mortals that exist on this god-forsaken planet. They didn’t want me to respond to him directly … but they’ve not wanted me to do a lot of things that I have done.

In their defense, although they hardly need it, here is my response:

  • Witt has been making the same, either drunken or drug-induced, comments to me for many years. My ego has never been hurt by Witt. My ego cannot be hurt by Witt. I needed an example to use, and Witt provided me with the opportunity. I was actually going to use Robbie Pace as the example, until my mentors shared Witt’s online statements with me. I changed from Pace to Witt to give “a perfect example of why I am forced into seclusion and hiding. Although [Witt] would like to call himself a friend and lukewarm supporter of me and the work that I have been asked to do, from the moment I first shook his hand, I knew who he was and what part he would play in my life.” (The exact words that I used in a previous chapter.)

  • The screenshot I received was from my mentors. They did not intend for me to copy and paste it in my post. After I had pasted it in my post for that day, they edited what I had posted and removed the screenshot.

  • I have never been angry with Witt. I have always treated him with kindness, in person, and always will (although I never expect to be in his presence again … as it didn’t turn out too well me when we met face to face for the last time in one of our previous incarnates). I had a hope that Witt would get on with his life, possibly returning to his LDS/Mormon background and let it guide him for the rest of his life. I did all I could to get him to leave me and the MWAW alone. Before 2012, I supported any rumor that others had formed about themselves and about each other. It was not I that made the connection between Dschaak and McLellin; and I do not know to what comment of mine that Witt is referring. From what I gather, Witt is going on what Dschaak has told him. I knew who McLellin was and what he had done. I knew who John C. Bennett was. I never revealed it, and would not have revealed it had Witt found another purpose for his life. In fact, in the case of Robbie Pace, once I realized who he was in the past, I began to do to Pace what Joseph Smith did to James Strang. (Research what Strang believed about himself and his relationship with Joseph Smith, even what Joseph Smith had written about Strang, then compare it to how I treated Robbie Pace. Yep, empirical evidence.)

  • Really? Anyone reading the autobiography draft would follow that I introduce many people out of chronological order in order to discuss something that I think is important to discuss before I continue on contemporaneously with the subject and events I am introducing.

  • Here is what Joseph’s Biography states: “Joseph and his brother Hyrum were murdered in cold blood, innocent of all charges brought against them. Would an explanation of exactly how Sidney Rigdon communicated with the organizers of the mob—which included John Bennett, William Law, and John Whitmer, among other Latter-day Saint conspirators—give any more validity to the true reason the Smith brothers were murdered? Relating these details would only cloud the mind of the reader with trivia and keep the light of Joseph’s mortal mission and purpose for authorizing this biographical exposition from being revealed in its true reality.In the end, this is Joseph’s biography and reflects what the advanced beings and Joseph who commissioned it, wanted it to say. It was not written to achieve literary praise for its author. It is an exposition of the real truth from the point of view of a true messenger inclusive only of those points necessary to understand how a true messenger, ‘who does not reveal his true identity,’ performed his mortal mission. Its intent is so that those who want to know the truth may understand what, why, where, when, who and how Joseph did what he did. No LDS/Mormon will be left with an excuse to believe Joseph was a “fallen prophet,” or that any President or General Authority since Joseph is a “true Prophet.””Joseph was destined to become a martyr, just as Christ and all of the ancient true messenger/prophets had been. Each was killed by the people who rejected their message and sought for things that they could not understand. The colloquialism, “the devil is in the details” is appropriate and relevant to Joseph’s history. The devil does not know Joseph’s history any more than those who proclaim he was a prophet of God or a deceiver. The details of his life have caused the world to miss the most important part of his mission:”The Mormon Prophet, Joseph Smith, Jr., was as true as any true messenger “of God” could possibly be; however, he never once disclosed his true identity. Joseph fulfilled his mission and created the necessary stumbling blocks our creators intended for all of the inhabitants of the earth to observe and experience so that we could finally understand that we need, without a doubt, a Christ to rule and reign over us forever—worlds without end.

“The author is, and always will be, Joseph’s devoted and loving, brother and friend. —Amen

Mr. Witt’s past incarnate was “among other Latter-day Saint conspirators.”

(End of my response to Witt’s note to my mentors.)

Out of necessity I was forced to include the above notes before I proceed with my writings. I’ve done so to warn those who remain my loyal friends and supporters:

Beware of Dschaak, Pace, and Witt, who might come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves … who are continually howling at the moon!

PERSONAL NOTE TO DSCHAAK, PACE, AND WITT: All you need to do is have a broken heart and contrite spirit and stay loyal to your True Self’s real intent, not to the influence of Lucifer. Do what you know is the right thing. Do what you have never done in a past life since the fall of man … turn from the dark side … come to the Real Truth … use the true Force to support God with all your heart, might, mind and strength. You still have the choice. But anyways …

(End of personal note.)

“Experience is not necessarily accumulated over the extent of time lived. In my opinion, it is accumulated over the degree and variety of activities a person has been involved in” ― Nike Thaddeus

Grandpa wrote,

“After my brain fart in June 1987, I knew that the Book of Mormon was not a true history, that it was a fictitious story written in concert with and in support of the equally fictitious Bible. But I knew people needed religion for value and purpose. I knew that religious and spiritual beliefs were all part of the dream experience of mortal life playing out in the mind of an advanced human being according to the involuntary reactions of their advanced Self’s brain.

“So, how then, could religion be a bad thing? I did not understand how bad religion actually was at the time of my brain transfiguration. Because I realized that each person was living the dream exactly how they needed to, I didn’t see any problem with religion and kind of invented my own … sort of. I needed to gain the knowledge of how bad it actually was through actual experience.

“Religion was working for my family and friends. Although I had changed my religion and lifestyle, not once did I ever try to change theirs. I played along, smiled, and treated everyone like I did a child at Christmastime. I began to lie to them, for them.”

After my transfiguration, I accepted the Real Truth about our existence as advanced humans. I understood perfectly how our conscious mortal life was basically playing a game called mortal life, where the game is a highly advanced stimulation that is played in a shared neurological platform to which each of our individual advanced brains are connected.

I figured that each of our mortal avatars was involuntarily doing exactly what our advanced brain needed; and that no matter what each person did in life, it was right for that person. But also understood that something abnormal had happened to my brain that instantly gave me this understanding; and that no one else that I was aware at that time understood what I did.

I figured that the abnormal transfiguration was what my unique advanced brain needed at the time. To me, at the time, everything else that was going on in the world was not bad, but exactly how it needed to be … because that’s how it was.

I knew that every other human was equal to me. Therefore, I did not have any sense that just because my brain needed the unique experience of knowing the Real Truth, that everyone else should know the Real Truth. If another’s equally powerful and advanced brain needed to know the Real Truth, then what happened to my mortal brain (which actually happened to my advanced brain) would also happen to theirs.

At that time, I had no problem with the three things that gave others their self-worth, value, and purpose in life: God, Family, and Country. My new perceptions and perspectives were no better or worse than anyone else’s. How could they be? Whatever was happening in our mortal life was perfect for God … for our advanced Self.

I didn’t know then that God, Family, and Country were the three WORST things for the game of mortal life. God, Family, and Country were mortal inventions that are completely contrary to the eternal rules by which the game is supposed to be played.

Without personal experience I could not have gained the correct knowledge to know these things, and more importantly, confront them.

I would have never been able to do what I have done in confronting religion UNTIL I was convinced … through personal experience … that religion was not good for humanity.

I would have never been able to do what I have done in confronting the concept of the family unit UNTIL I was convinced … through personal experience … that the family unit was not good for humanity.

I would have never been able to do what I have done in confronting the patriotic feelings held by the people of the United States, or by people of other nations, UNTIL I was convinced … through personal experience … that the United States of America and its Constitution were not good for humanity.

Belonging to the first, authentic American religion that believes it is God’s ONLY true church would initiate the personal experiences that I would need to be able to confront God.

My filial relationships belonging to a very popular and prideful family would initiate the personal experiences I would need to be able to confront Family.

And joining a United States Army Military Intelligence unit would initiate the personal experiences I needed to be able to confront Country.

The beginning of these very important personal experiences began shortly after returning from my mission in Argentina. The experiences of my Family came first, those of my Country came second, and those of God came in a very weird way while I was serving in the Army stationed at the Defense Language Institute located in Monterey, California.

(… to be continued …)


Paula ….


Country came second. Army meeting T incognito, changing me to Mormon fanatic

While working as a collector at Paramount Acceptance, I took out a student loan and enrolled at the University of Utah. To pay for it, I joined the United States Army 300th Military Intelligence Brigade (Linguist). …

God didn’t come until later.

Nothing was more powerful and emotionally overwhelming than holding my first child, Brittany, immediately after she was born. She was handed to me so that I could bathe her. She was precious. She was from my body. She was part of my eternal family unit. It was the birth of my first child that set the stage for me becoming a religious fanatic. If obeying God’s leaders on Earth and staying loyal to God’s church meant that I could have that little girl in my life forever, I would do whatever it would take.

But before Brittany could be born, I had to get married in the LDS/Mormon temple, because that was God’s way and the only way I could have an Eternal Family Unit and keep that little girl with me forever. ….

Married to Paula … Monterey, meeting T, becoming more religious … working for the Church. Chosen Paula so that she would take Brittany and break the bonds I had developed through religion so that I do the MWAW … Paula the right choice.