I was overwhelmed yesterday by something that happened during CWC.

One of my "friends," and very staunch "supporters," revealed that her children believed she was "nuttier." She revealed that her husband—an LDS/Mormon High Priest—had been released from his high position in that church because of her involvement with me and the MWAW (Marvelous Work and a Wonder®).

She sent me a personal IM asking if it was alright to delete some of her comments so that her husband would not be embarrassed.

Having been disturbed by her own children being convinced that she is a nutcase bothered me enough. But when she had to take the time to contact me personally to gently ask me if she could remove her comments from CWC, my heart sank.

It was at that moment that I made the decision to NEVER allow anyone access to me, privately, outside of the public venues in which I deliver my message, who is in a relationship with someone who is not on board with what I do.

I am now forced to block and alienate from my life ANY woman or man whose husband, wife, or significant other, has a problem with the work that I do with the Real Illuminati®, not only to protect myself, but to protect these from DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, which includes emotional abuse—something that I actually did to some of the women in my past, more recently, to my ex-wife, Sheri Anne Nemelka, whom I emotionally abused for quite a few years.

Here is a great definition of "DOMESTIC VIOLENCE" or "DOMESTIC ABUSE" made by the United Nations:

"Domestic abuse, also called 'domestic violence' or 'intimate partner violence', can be defined as a pattern of behavior in any relationship that is used to gain or maintain power and control over an intimate partner. Abuse is physical, sexual, emotional, economic or psychological actions or threats of actions that influence another person. This includes any behaviors that frighten, intimidate, terrorize, manipulate, hurt, humiliate, blame, injure, or wound someone. Domestic abuse can happen to anyone of any race, age, sexual orientation, religion, or gender. It can occur within a range of relationships including couples who are married, living together or dating. Domestic violence affects people of all socioeconomic backgrounds and education levels. "

I am NOT ashamed to say that, according to this definition, I committed DOMESTIC VIOLENCE many times in my past, and is something that I ABSOLUTELY REFUSE to do again ... EVER!

According to this definition, I emotionally wounded a few women during my life.

I did not want to have COFFEE WITH CHRIS again for a couple of days. However, this subject matter is so important to me, especially in light of what is currently happening to this dear, innocent woman, and what I felt yesterday, that I will be doing CWC today in about three more hours to discuss this matter.


Yeah, I do not justify any of the things I did in my past that wounded anyone.

I want to resign as any messenger for a group of people—the Real Illuminati®—which being a representative thereof, causes me to abuse or wound any other person.

Think about it,

It's called a SHARP TWO-EDGED SWORD, not a bunch of gentle words of encouragement, love, compassion, and forgiveness. IT'S ALL ABOUT DOMESTIC ABUSE, according to its pure definition.

I've submitted my resignation to this group many times in the past. They never accepted it completely.

I wish I could resign yet again.

I am about ready to move away and not let any one person know where I live, not even ANY of the very few upon whom I depend for financial assistance and other help.

Regardless of whom I am around, my role to speak the Real Truth™, definitely can be viewed as some form of DOMESTIC VIOLENCE.

Before I go LIVE with CWC in a few hours (about three), I am going to take a few drugs right now to assuage my deep, deep depression that often impedes my ability and desire to continue the commitment to the Real Illuminati®.

Sigh ... sigh ... sigh ... sigh ... :-(